So since I was scared to death to have actual intercourse because of the threats my dad made to me, I didn't lose my virginity until I was 18 years old. I lost it in my girlfriend's parent's bed. Her dad was a cop too, it was very stressful. I think it may have lasted 20 seconds? I could barely get my semi-hard 18-year old cock inside of her wet yet clamped tight from nervousness pussy. It was 2 solid minutes of me trying to force it in while laying on top of her and her trying to relax enough to let me in, also, as I said, the wetness factor just made the head of my cock slide around the opening of her tiny, tiny 18-year old pussy which in itself just made more moisture appear. Eventually the head of my cock pushed about 3/16ths of inch inside and I instantly came. Tadah! Wow, I needed a nap.
So prior to that momentous occasion, I wasn't exactly celibate. I had a lot of oral sex before that, A LOT. As a teen, when I would have a girlfriend, eventually they started getting suspicious when I wasn't actively trying to fuck them. At first it was sweet, but soon they'd point out how all of their friends boyfriends were dying to nail them and it seemed like I should want inside of them. Since I knew damn well I wasn't going to actually fuck anyone for fear of being shot in the head by my dad, I learned a distraction technique.
I learned, from watching TONS OF PORN, how to eat pussy. I watched lots of lesbian girl on girl porn and simply taught myself how to please a woman. At this age, not a lot of guys went down on their girlfriends and if they did, it was a quick lick or two, maybe an awkward finger was jammed into a dry slot and then they wanted to fuck their girl. Not me, my point was not to end up nailing the girl, in fact it was exactly the opposite.
Since the girl was not used to being eaten out, she'd be nervous, which would distract her. Even if it felt good, distraction is never beneficial when trying to reach orgasm. But even more importantly, MOST girls at this age hadn't actually had an orgasm. Oh, they THOUGHT they had. They'd get right up to the edge of cumming and then they stop me and tell me they came, I should stop. But they hadn't. I knew what a female orgasm looked, sounded and FELT like and they were not quite there yet, because they probably never had been there before.
So now we'd have a goal, we had a mission, we were going to bring her (whoever she may be at the time) to orgasm, screaming, shuttering, gasping for breath orgasm by my tongue slowly and painstakingly licking against her clit or sliding inside or with my tongue and fingers or however it needed to be done. We had our project.
THIS would totally put any requests for me to fuck her off of the table. She was completely secure I wasn't weird because I didn't want to fuck, because oh my god could I eat pussy. The other side effect was that I learned that since I LOVED eating pussy so much and I got so worked up while doing it, I could cum, simply by licking pussy. So NOW she didn't have to lay there and get awkwardly fucked by some 15 year who didn't know what he was doing, she got her pussy licked, she started having orgasms for the first time in her life AND she didn't have to worry about taking care of me once I had licked her into nirvana.
As I became older I really prided myself on my pussy eating abilities and to this day still try to learn new ways to please a woman through watching lesbian porn. Everyone needs to be really good as something I guess.
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